Goals and Development

We decided to set fixed goals:

1) To get independent of hubby

Tasks:

1. Save save save

2) To get stronger

Tasks:

1. Do not let hubby put you down
2. Get sleep

3) To be what my Master and Daddy needs me to be

Tasks:

1. To really follow the rules
2. To be the good little girl and slave

Two days of pain and reset

(This story is written on a special day, it is one year ago Master and slave met the first time face to face).

We talked many times before, how hard can we go, how ready is my slave. We played quite hard before, and in the last weeks we had some good strong play submitting her further (peeing on her, slapping here, needles as seen in other story, ass fisting attempts, pee hole stretching, ...)
Master decided the time is right to take it up a notch again, he got a new cane, and some other new ideas.
His slave asked several times before that she be beaten that she will feel it for long, and that her nipples be abused so she feels it for days. Even the needs did not do that. Its not that easy to give lasting pain without serious injury it seems.
After an unfortunate delay of one further day, it was finally the time.

Day 1: The new cane

As Master entered the room he pushed her against the wall, his hands firmly gripping her hair. Instantly she reacts by submitting. His salve was still dressed, as he requested her to be dressed as he entered the room. In a  fast movement he hit her bum with the cane. She clenched, saying "holy fuck" (not a polite thing to say !). But Master accomplished what he wanted, he established how much this cane will hurt, and give her the fear how it will feel once the cloth are off. He slapped here several times.
She asked to suck the cock of her master, and he agreed. But as she is lying on here belly, Master fucking her mouth, he pulls down here pants and hits here bum several times with the cane. And other "holy fuck" came out of here, it took her several seconds to recover from the hits.
We proceeding fucking Master constantly slapping her face putting her hair and spitting at her. Some hard fucking made here come very strongly. He hit here many times. Then she seemed to calm down, to get soft. Her Master rolled her on her belly and gave here 5 hits. They hurt, but triggered here talking about bad things she did, she stated things like "I hate myself", "I just spread may legs for man and let them fuck me", "not even my own father wants anything to do with me". Master turned here around and gave her another five hits. She relaxed further, and Emily came out. After some more fucking of all holes (mouth, pussy, and ass), Emily serviced her Daddy to an orgasm.

As we talked after, she felt very used, weak, submitted to her Master.
Here bum hurt,  and as you can see form the pictures that it progressed, from the very nice clearly visible cane marks just after, to bruises but cane marks still visible in the evening, to one big purple bruise two days later. (Master seems to hit the left bum harder then the right)

Just After

Evening After

Two Days later

Day 2: Focus on those nipples

Master asked her to be dressed in a mini skirt no underwear. As he entered the room, he tied up her hands, together and to the body, in a way she can hold the magic wand to her pussy. Her leaning against the wall the magic wand does this magic. Master pulls up here top to expose the breasts. He has sand paper.  The name of the game today is: abrasion.

While the slave leans at the wall, magic wand on clit, legs shaking a bit (it was a leg shaking day though out the play), he rubbed here nipples with sand paper. 120 grid seemed best.
It was followed by extensive sucking, licking, fucking, some more sand paper rubbing and then two clamps and each nipple. Master fucked mouth, pussy and ass. Emily came out again while fucking and she wanted the clamps off as they did hurt to much. Emily serviced Master to an orgasm, letting the cum drip nicely over her chest down to her pussy. (mmmmmmmm).

The nipple abrasion worked very well, they are so sensitive, Master succeeded of giving his slave a prolonged pain and sensation in the nipples. In the night they oozed a bit. On the picture we see the effect the next day.

Now Master wants to pierce here nipples, we hope we can do this very soon.

Milk

The breasts of my slave still produce milk mmmm, when I met here she was still breast feeding a baby.

4 needles

We talked about it often, about many needles, 4 of them, in nipples, this time we decided to do it.we did 2 before, but 4 is a bis step.

Master and I played today and we had agreed to push today and I would have four needles in my nipples two for each nipple. After first one went in I was scared as I knew there would be three more I tell him I am scared and start breathing more heavy he says relax my baby slow breathing

He settles me and asks if I am ready I say no but he slides it in anyways I curse as it hurts he tell me relax again and slowly I relax again he tells me we still have two more I beg no please he says I  am sorry but we must  he says ready I make noises of protest but he ignores it and third needle goes in cursing again he tell me ok take my cock in your mouth with last needle I want you to cum I was worried I would bite my masters cock Just as I felt it going in I pushed Master cock out of my mouth for I know if I bite him it would be very bad for me

He says oh wow that is very beatiful my baby I love that I open eyes and look and yes I loved the look of it even though it hurt so much we then played my master fucking me hard and making me gag on his big cock then I was told to suck him I let my nipples rub against his legs bring pain to nipples as I sucked him making me very wet I loved the pain I felt in my nipples after I made master cum with my mouth i let the cum run out of my mouth and down my chest

My master being a nice master says ok needles come out now I say no I am scared again he say they have to cum out I say can I use my egg as you pu

ll them out he agrees and he says I pull them out as fast as I can they hurt coming out I would have been fine if they had stayed in for good

After he pulls them out he gives a very big o it was deep and long which was very nice of my master

Then as master left we talked all day and then came time to go to work as I put on my bra it just barely touched nipples and I felt pain and dull ache it brought me right back to early play I knew I had to wear a bra as master would be mad if I went to work without one on everytime I moved at work my brarubbed my nipples and I felt incrediable blissful pain and it made me very wet at work my master told me how proud he was of me today and that made me feel very good I know my nipples will ache for days and I can't wait to feel master hands on them again as he will hurt nipples even more so they dont stop aching

I thank you my master as I love this pain in my nipples

Ass to mouth

Ass to mouth (ATM) is the most beautiful sexual act ever invented, and it is the ultimate display of love. There are only two kinds of people out there: those who have convinced themselves that they are loved, and those who have stuck their ass-covered cock into their lover's mouth. Talk is cheap, and anyone can say, "I love you". But to accept your lover's cock into your mouth, knowing that it's covered with your own ass juices—that's a genuine demonstration of love, one that can't be faked.

Let's be realistic: there is no way a non-submissive woman would let you ATM her, and there is no reason she should. ATM is perhaps the most degrading sexual act in existence, and you should never suggest it to a woman whom you know is not into submission and degradation. Unless, of course, you want to break up a relationship, for in that case nothing is better than to pull your cock out of your girlfriend's or wife's ass and offer it to her as if it were the most natural thing in the world. The relationship will be over before her ass juice dries on your cock. This article therefore refers only to slaves. 

What is it that makes ATM such a wonderful sexual and emotional act? Why is it the most beautiful of all sexual acts, the thing that brings a master and his beloved slave so close together? One might argue that oral sex on a cock that just came out of an ass doesn't feel any better than oral on a clean cock, or on one that came out of a pussy. So, what's the allure of the ATM?

Those who ask that question miss the point altogether. ATM is beautiful and sexy precisely because it serves no purpose other than to humiliate and to degrade. It is the ultimate display of love: the sucking of the ass for no purpose whatsoever. Every time Molly sucks my ass-covered cock, I feel so close to her, so in love with her, so one with her. Nothing in the world can come close. 

To understand the beauty of ATM, we must first understand human anatomy. Mathematicians say that the human body is topologically equivalent to a torus. A torus is a mathematical shape that is commonly known as a doughnut: a three-dimensional structure with a hole. The human body contains a tube that runs from the mouth, through the esophagus, the stomach, the small and large intestines, the rectum, and finally the anus. This tube constitutes the hole. Although geometrically the human body and a doughnut are very dissimilar, topologically they are equivalent because they both have exactly one hole or tube. So, sticking your cock in a woman's ass and sticking it in her mouth constitutes sticking your cock into the same hole, but from different directions. Think about it for a minute. It's beautiful. 

That tube, which begins at the mouth and ends at the anus, represents a process of degradation and dirtification. It begins with the mouth, which we commonly consider the cleanest part of our bodies, and ends with the anus, which secrets disgusting, smelly feces. The entire process food undergoes as it goes from mouth to anus is a process of degradation. This is precisely the process the slave undergoes when the cock or some object goes in the other direction. As the food is degraded from mouth to ass, so is the slave is degraded from ass to mouth. 

Everything described in this article works for male slaves as well as for females slaves, since the pussy and breasts are nowhere mentioned in any significant way. My only experience is with female slaves, so I shall refer only to them, or specifically to Molly, my beloved longtime slave. 

But before we get into the technicalities, let's get something clear: ATM is not about scat. If you're into feces, then you've come to the wrong place. ATM, when done properly, should never, ever involve the appearance of any fecal matter—on the cock, in the rectum, or anywhere else. ATM is about domination, humiliation, degradation and control, not about feces. 

This naturally means that ATM requires quite a lot preparation. It's the only thing that's bad about ATM—it can't be done spontaneously. The cleansing process begins with the slave taking a long dump to remove whatever fecal matter can be removed naturally. Then, it's enema and douche time. There are plenty of products on the market, and you should choose whichever one works best for your slave. They all work in essential same way: a hose of some sort is inserted into the rectum and then releases some cleansing liquid or gel. The slave then sits on the toilet and pushes is out as if it were feces. The process can be repeated as many times as necessary. When that process is complete, the slave takes a shower in which she puts the shower head against her anus and turn on the water at maximum flow. She should spread her ass open with one hand and aim the showerhead with other to achieve best results. There is also a simple device that connects itself to the showerhead and injects soap into the current of water. It's cheap and easy to install, and I highly recommend it. 

Next, you need to choose the proper lubricant. I'm assuming you're using a lubricant because I can't imagine going up Molly's ass unlubricated. It can cause anal and rectal damage, and it will probably feel awful on my cock. There are two major types of anal lubricants: water- and oil-based. The oil-based lubricants lubricate better and almost never dry out, but they are messy and sticky, they taste terribly, and they are hard to clean. For ATM, you should always use a water-based lubricant. The brand is up to you, and there are lubricants in several flavors, so if you want to let your slave taste a mix of ass and strawberry, give one of those a try. 

If you pull the cock out of your slave's ass and fecal matter is visible on it, then your slave screwed up the cleaning and you now have a decision to make. One way to deal with it is to shove your cock in her mouth anyway, thus forcing your slave to eat her mistakes. I never do that with Molly because it's disgusting and she might get sick. Instead, I just stop and wash my cock—and then I inflict a punishment so severe that it guarantees she won't make the same mistake for a long, long time. The last time it happened was months ago, and Molly had to spend six hours on the Japanese horse with a giant plug in her ass. Her screams of pain were so heartbreaking and sexy that I came on her face five times in those six hours, and she still shudders when I mention that day. She's been clean ever since. 

ATM doesn't necessitate a cock going from ass to mouth. One can transfer almost anything from the rectum to the mouth. My favorite is a pacifier-shaped butt plug. It's pink, it has a small ring on the back side, and it comes in a set of three sizes. I love sticking it in Molly's ass because it makes her anus look just like a mouth holding a pacifier. Then I remove it from her ass and into her mouth. Oh, how cute she looks with the pacifier/plug in her mouth!

When I'm in the mood, I tie a lanyard to the ring of the plug and put it around Molly's neck. She walks around the house like that all day long and whenever I want her to shut up, I just tell her to suck on her plug. 

The plug also allows for a continuous ATM action. I stick the plug in her ass a few minutes before we begin, and then I remove it out of her ass and into her mouth. I then fuck her ass with the plug in her mouth. She must not bite into it, and she must not drop it. If she drops it, she gets punished later. After I fuck her ass for a few minutes, I switch plug and cock and I fuck her mouth with the plug back in her ass. Then I switch again, and again, and again. That way, at any given moment she is sucking on something that just came out of her ass. 

Another way to do it is to use two plugs and to rotate them between her ass and her mouth. Molly looks so charming on her hand and knees with one plug in each side of the hole in her torus. It's like she has a butt plug rotisserie running through her body. Every few minutes I rotate the plugs and give her a fresh feeling of ass in her mouth. I love masturbating to that scene. 

Although I've never tried that with Molly, those who are into threesomes and orgies can do quite wonderful things with ATOM—Ass to Other's Mouth. Stick a cock or a plug into one girl's ass, then into another girl's mouth. Let them taste each other in the most intimate way possible. Before you begin, you can also have them clean each other. It's much more convenient when you let someone else do that for you. 

There are plenty of other things that can go into your slave's ass and then into her mouth. Your fingers can make an excellent introduction to ATM for the beginning slave. Just insert them, one by one, into your slave's anus, and gently scrape the rectal walls. Then, slowly and sensually insert them into the slave's mouth, and have her lick her ass off your fingers. Unlike other acts of ATM described here, this one is gentle and sensual. 

It doesn't matter how you do or what you do it with, as long as you do it. Just stick something in your slave's ass, and then have her suck on it. You will feel the love in her mouth instantly.

FInally she is totally mine

Today my slave says:

"I have this hunger in me"

"I want to learn to be taught to be used to serve to please to be owned to be property, to be your slut, your whore"

"This is not something you could push me to say, it had to come from me truly from my heart"

"To be weak in my knees as you enter the room"

"To have other people see the effect you have on me"

"Master, only you can quench my hunger my thirst"

It's a very special day, as she is developing to be truly my slave

Nipple piercing

We are preparing for the slaves nipples to be pierced. Master has the needs and is preparing. We had thinner needles though nipples already. It will me so exciting.

If ever again, i won't cave

I will never allow this again to be done, (my Master is the exception)

"The fear of those ties will go away

The Beating

This was the day the Master will sow his slave what beating means, how aggressive dominant he can be. His slave hinted and explicitly asked to be beaten hard. They talked about it often. But she always backed down very fast   excuses or her reactions.
Her Master was not happy about this, on the one side she actually pushed him, but as action comes she wants him to stop.
This time he will not accept that. She knows it, her mind wants it, but as it happens she will be very likely hoping that it stops after the first hits. Her fantasy and her ability to take are not in line.  Even a safe word was agreed upon after she requested do.

She was preparing herself all morning listening to music. The Master prepared himself by pumping up his muscles and letting his aggressions   grow, to let the dark side take over, to do what is usually not accepted in society, to beat a woman for his pleasure.

As he enters the room he finds his slave a bit nervous, some expression of fear. He smiles at her and takes her softly into his arms. As he feels her bo=
dy relax he takes this as his clue to start.
He pushes her awake from him into the wall. She bangs her head and looks stunned. He starts yelling at her "you cunt, fuck you" and slaps her so hard on the right side of her face her head turns and she nearly trips. He catches her very rough by putting his left hand on her neck choking her. At the same time with a fast move he kicks her feet out from under her. She falls crashing to the floor.
 Before she even knows what's happening her Master puts a knee on her chest. Pinning her in place. Spitting at her and yelling.
This very rough attack opened her eyes wide, she does not know what to think, what will be next. He grabs her had be the hair and bangs it against the floor a few times then again slaps her very hard in the same spot. His knee so right on her chest she can badly breath.
"Fuck you! " snap "fuck you" slap  ...
The tears start running.
But now the rage of the Master is growing. He grabs her angle and drags her over the floor into the bedroom. He ignores the  one step on the way, and she hits it hard with her side.
He grabs her and throughs her on the bed. Pushed her on her belly and rips down her pants. Again putting his knee on her this time on the very top of her back.
He reaches on his own back and pulls out the rubber paddle he had hidden there and starts beating her ass.
His slave knows this paddle, he used it once before when she backed out after one hit.

This will not happen this time. He hits very hard and fast not waiting for a reaction. So fast that his slave can not even react to the hits as the next hit is there already before she can take a breath to say something, to scream  or even clinch.

The ass turns fire read. The blood comes to the surface. He hits what must be 15-20 times.

Now he flips her around again. She starts protective movements, her hands want to push him away. But to no effect, he is too strong, and her resistance makes him even more aggressive.  Tears flow, she is crying now.

"Fuck you" slap "you cunt" slap "you bitch" slap.

The last soap slipped and made her nose bleed. The blood is running fast. He sees panic in her eyes.

It's a key moment, she is fighting with her urge to use the safe word, she wanted it so badly to he beaten by her Master. But it is all so intense.

He hits her face, her pussy, her boobs and his knee pinning her is like a dull knife trying to cut her.

His yelling and slapping becomes like a dream. Her protective grade starts to go,  she just takes the hits. The feeling is incredible, she is somehow not in her body but looks at the scene from the outside. Her Master strong and aggressive, her body so white and fragile, jet so tough.

Her body starts to go soft and she says "I love you my Master, I am yours".

He decided that for this time he got what he wanted and  his fingers move to her pussy. He rubs her clit and within seconds she has an incredible orgasm.

She looks at him, love in her eyes. He hold her. And after a few minutes thy make love, they are so connected, no one could separate them physically or mentally.

They talked long about what happened, and she did feel her body arching for the next week. But she knows her Master will giver what she deserves and needs.

The Job Interview

As I came for job interview you say you have to give me tour of house and explain what u want done in each room
As we approach basement I say oh I have to care for basement
You laugh and say yes
I explain my fear of basements
You say it is ok basement is all finished nothing scary about it
I still refuse to go down
You are getting upset you grab me by neck and pull me down to basement
I am panicking and crying and begging a bit
As we go through doors my begging gets more frantic
You push me in dark room I hear you lock door
You say stay put don't move
I feel something cold against my neck I scream
You chuckle
Sweetheart no one can hear you
I feel and hear my clothes being cut off of me the cold blade of your knife touching my skin
I shiver
I wouldn't move if I were you one small slip and your bleeding not that I would mind that
You say enjoying every second
I feel you putting something around my neck it is tight
What are u you doing I ask?
I am collaring you as mine btw you have the job
You turn lights on my mouth drops open wide
So many things on the walls
You take me over to a bench lay down you order me
I refuse you slap me across the face hard tears begin to run down my checks "now I will not ask again, lay down." I lay down on bench
You tie arms down and bend my knees and open legs like doctors do and you tie legs as well
"I must examine my new Slave first"
See how much she can stretch and be stretched
Check pussy and ass

You are pleased but pussy isn't shaven clean or ass either you say this is not acceptable

You pull out razor and shave me. "This is how I want my slave to always be if you can't shave ass ask I will do it if you don't ask and its not done you get 5 hits with cane.

(Master added this to complete story)

Now I tell you, OK next key thing is that you have to be perfect sucking me. This is one of your job

 responsibilities. And actually a very important one, you have to do that any time I want to, and you have to be very good at it.

I sit down on a chair and instruct you to go between my legs. You just want to take cock in mouth, I tell you, slow, first lick my balls. Tease me. You do as instructed.

Then you start sucking, but I tell you, do it with love, and just as a job, you must want the cock, you must feel one with it.

I feel a bit of teeth, and pull you up and slap your very hard, "this will teach you to pay attention".

You start to get into it, and my cock starts to pulsate in your mouth. I explain you, do not stop, as cum shoots out, as my orgasm happens a few seconds later, suck suck suck

I feel the explosion, you are struggling, but hang on and suck. mmmmmmmm

But as I am done you spit the cum out. I get very mad, "you must swallow", this will give you 5 hits with cane, strong ones.

And we will practice every day until  you are perfect.