The plug

Master were going to be home in an hour and had instructed me to pull down her panties an lube and insert Daddy's favorite butt plug; so Emily would be warmed up and ready for Daddy use when Daddy came home...

Emily was feeling particularly playful and brady and made some jokes and basically declined not wanting to do it.

My lack of obedience frustrated Daddy and he asserted his strength even over the phone. Your tone so serious and strong, he did not need to raise his voice, he was calm, and by his tone Emily dare not disobey!

You simply said "You will remember who you are dealing with, and will plug up now!" You instructed me to also sit on the wooden chair until you got home.

With a big sigh Emily did as she  was told grabbed a larger-than-comfortable plug and lube and responded "ok daddy, Emily'll put it in now" hung up the phone; gently and slowly worked the lubed plug in and pulled her panties and pants up with a blush!

Emily reluctantly sat on the hard chair very aware of the invader in her ass...

For 45 minutes Emily sat and waited. By the time Daddy came home Emily was squirming in arousal and pain. Immediately saying "can Emily take it out now???!!!?"

You saying "what no hello,or welcome home daddy?"

Emily quickly blurted out, without thinking "no... Daddy it hurts"

You saying " Emily see and hour of being plugged didn't do much for your bratty attitude! Lucky for you Emily know how to take care of that!!"

Daddy grabs her hair and threw her face down over the table. Emilys hands went out to brace herself and a gasp escaped her lips. Before Emily knew it you had ripped her pants and panties down to her knees and had your fly already unzipped. When you pulled the plug from her ass. That hurt big time, E
mily screems "No Daddy". I just smile.
Emily felt your cock pressed at her newly stretched hole, and Emily cried out in pain at the unexpected roughness. Emily felt the weight of your strong hand pushing her down, Daddy has full control

Emilys screaming fell on deaf ears as I pushed your cock into her ass roughly,tears streaming down her face with each strong thrust. Her ass had no time to adjust, no lube and  Daddy is veryagressive and determined.

Daddy says "Emily I told you to obey me. Daddy owns you, every single inch of you. Naughty lippy girls don't get lube while they are being fucked and they certainly don't stop when Emily says stop!!" I emphsise my  words with solid strong thrusts, fucking that little ass very hard.

Daddies moans turned into grunts, and I fuck harder and harder. Reaching for Emilies hair you pulled her head back the sounds of her submission and whimpers making your big cock harder... Emily finally felt your cock swell and the warmth from your orgasm as you came in her ravaged ass.

After you told me to go clean herself up... When Emily returned, you kissed her forehead while saying "sometimes you need to be reminded that your holes belong to me. Even if you fight or resist, Emily will take what is mine anyways! Do you understand me little girl?"

Emily quickly say yes and to Daddies surprise thank you for rapping her ass.

Daddy and Emily in hotel

Yes so we go to hotel Wednesday and when we get in room we go right to bathroom and I get undressed and get in tub
And had bum facing you
You say "turn around first on knees".
You pull cock out and pee on me.
Then you say "turn around to how you were before."
I say "yes Daddy", this shocks you as you where thnkng it was your slave
You say "ok Emily" you are ready for this then and you slide enema in, it a milk one.
After all is in you say "hold it in."
But just as you say that it all comes out
You groin and say "no Emily hold it in "
You get water and dump it over her and clean up mess that way then you say ok I will help you hold it in.
You put another enema in but in other hand you have big red and slide it in right after
Emily looks up at you years in her eyes as it hurts
You say "Emily it is ok just relax"
Turn around and have your pacifirer.
Emily open her mouth and you slide her pacifier in she start sucking slowly looking up at u
You see her bum in air and big red there, Emily trying had to old all in.
This excites you so much you force Emily to take way more in her mouth
Emily pushes away Daddy "it too much Emily just small mouth"
And Daddy Emily tummy hurt
You say two more minutes. Baby Emily then daddy helps with sore tummy
Yes
Then Emily takes cock back in mouth and daddy holds Emily breasts this relaxes her
She sucks so hard mmmmmm daddy moans
Emily is sucking and  Daddy says ok Emily daddy help with tummy now but Emily won't let go
Daddy says Emily let go of Daddy
Emily ignores Daddy
Daddy slaps Emily bum very hard making Emily scream and releases daddy
Bad Emily daddy says, turn arroud
Emily turns around and daddy pulls out big red very fast
And everything else comes out
Emily looks at daddy sadly
It is ok Emily this time I wanted everything out
And daddy cleans up Emily
They then go to bed daddy tells Emily to lay down
Emily lays down

And she says daddy my bum hurts

Daddy says roll over and let Daddy look and examine.

Then daddy says put your bum in the air baby.

That is good Daddy says, and Daddy looks at Emily bum he says daddy needs to slide his fingers in there first

He slides his fingers in and Emily whimpers abit

Daddy says it is ok soon it will feel good right now it is very tight

Daddy tells Emily it will hurt now but daddy must slide his cock in to help Emily bum feel better

Keep bum up in air

Daddy slides tip of cock in Emily cries

"Ok we wait a little right here"

Daddy slowly moves his cock around Emily bum it is so tight daddy feels it around his cock

Then he slides more in

It goes a little more in and emily looks at daddy begging with her eyes she wants daddy to make her feel better

Daddy slides the rest of the way in Emily grabs daddy arm and holds it tight

Daddy starts fucking her slowly he doesn't speed up till he feels Emily grip loosening

Soon Emily is completed relaxed

Daddy is making her feel so good

She says please let Emily taste please daddy

Daddy smiles

He knows she will enjoy the taste and everything is clean down there are Daddy had cleaned her out

He slides out and

Emily rolls over to taste

Mmmmmmm she looks at daddy

It taste good daddy

Emily sucks him till taste is gone and she say dadddy Emily want more please

Daddy says hold legs above head for daddy

Daddy will let you taste something different now

Daddy slides into Emily's little pussy

She is so wet

She doesn't understand why it is so wet down there but daddy is enjoying it s=

o it must be ok

Daddy starts pounding Emily

Daddy says Emily relax and enjoy daddy's cock in you

Emily screams daddy daddy dadddddyyyyyyyyyyy

She comes all over daddy's cock

Now baby Emily ope your mouth and suck daddy

Taste this now

Mmmmmmmm Daddy Emily loves this too

Daddy says good that is Emily's juices

Emily cleans daddys cock

Daddy turns Emily on her side dips Emily sucky in her pussy and slides it in to Emily's mouth

As Emily is sucking sucky daddy pounds Emily very hard

Emily eyes roll back and daddy cums deep inside of her

To my slave (by Master)

The sole purpose of your existence is me. If I am not there you do not exist. You come alive as you see me or I chat with you to give you instructions

I use you as I please. I do not have to worry about anything, neither do you.
I feed you, train you.  You do anything I want eager. I can dress you up as Emily or as my slut slave.

You crave my orgasms. And orgasm if mine is you biggest reward. It makes you orgasm yourself. I have to forcefully remove you from my cock as you suck me as you never want to stop
The feeling of me exploding in you mouth, pussy, or ass drives you wild. As I fuck you you look at me. Try to see what ever you can do to make it more pleasurable of me.

If I am not there you take care of you body, out soul, and you mind, preparing them for your next encounter with me. Exercising, stretching to go into positions, shaving, resting and learning my words my hart.
Kegles, legs behind the head stretches, the slave positions, controlling you gag reflex, are part of your daily routine.

My thoughts are about keeping you in basement.

Enema (by Master)

One evening I come down with milk bottles and an enema bottle.
"Today I will totally cleanse the inside of you" I say. I will invade you inside and you have to let go. I push you down doggy style ass in the air. I put enema in and fill you up the first time.
  You look at me with big eyes. You have to go. You ask, I slap you hard.
"I did not say you can ask". I wait long and then let you run to toilet.
I say "now you  are all clean inside "
I push you down on floor into all four again but now I tie you up. And fill you up again. You feel very full. I push my cock I to your moth. I see it in your eyes you have to go, but I do not let you. I start rubbing your pussy. You get closer and closer to orgasm while trying to old in. But you can not any more, you scream and in one very forceful orgasmic excision all cones out of you.
You see me smile.
I full you up again. Not that full this time and then start to fuck your ass. Oh it is so tight as you try to hold all in. You moan and scream. It just drives me crazy. You see I start to get close. And I shoot my load. And again you get an incredible orgasm exploding. The feeling of release you get is just so big. I untie you and hold you in my arms. I tell you. "Your master took your inside today. I will teach you that all of you is mine"

You are so soft now, completely broken, completely under my control.
You feel so released as I could invade the most inner of you. I tell you. Show your master your appreciation now.
"Suck me, make love to my cock with your mouth."
You never felt so excited to show me how my h you love my cock. Your eyes are glues to mine, you just feel my excitement. You never want it to end. As you feel me coming close you have to control your orgasmic contractions. These is nothing you want more in this world right now then to feel me cuming. I start to pulsate, the first cum shoots out. You moan, my cock exploding in your mouth gives you total body orgasm. You feel completely united with your Master.
You suck and suck until I pull you up to me. Taking you I to my arms.
We are both so relaxed and happy and nap together arm in arm got hours. Our dreams are in sync, our breathing is in sync. We are just happy.

The machine (by Master)

Your Daddy comes home with a big smile on his face. You see this kid of. You know he has worked out something. I tell you "go in your room while I set things up"
You hear me running several times to the car and then a strange humming sound. Finally I come up to get you. My smile is even bigger. You ask what?  I say are you ready? Ready for what you ask, I say "I will completely fuck you to heaven."
I take you by your hand and lead you into the room.
You see a big machine it has a large dildo on it. As we enter I grab you, push you in the table and tie you up. You can not move one bit. I position the machine the dildo goes in your pussy and I turn it on. It starts fucking you. It does not hurt, but you feel the definite relentless strokes of the machine. I say "have fun", turn if the light and leave.
You lay there in the dark the machine fucking you. You try to relax and as you relax you feel the first orgasm. And it continues. You have no idea when I come back.
Then you hear me coming. I say "just checking if you are ready", you say nothing,  so I increase the speed of the machine and strap a vibrator onto your clit. And again I go away.
The stimulation is so intense. And you cum over and over again.

It's seems line a long time and you hear me coming in again. You look at me. I ask you. "Are you ready?". You ask ready for what? So I turn at turn around and go again.
You start to feel exhausted as this machine just fucks and fucks. You are a bit confused but then again enjoy this constant simulation.
I come I again and ask "Are you ready?"  You try to not do the same mistake and say "yes" "So" I ask you "for what", you hesitate. So I go again, turning the machine even faster.
 Now it starts arching a bit. And you are thinking, all these orgasms make it hard.
After a while I come in again. You immediately say "fuck me, I am ready for your cock".
This is what I wanted to hear.
I move the machine to the side and fuck you hard. Oh it feels so good to have your masters cock in you. Your pussy is arching and only the cock of your Daddy can cure that. You are so exhausted, your legs are shaking. You feel how excited I am. I fuck you until we both come again.
You did sleep very well that night. And now you know what to say if your master says "are you ready?"

The Toys

The Collar

Hitting

Harness

Restraints

Stretching

Big Red

Rape

If you've been sexually abused & 1/4 girls are abused or assaulted by the age of 18- so it is not uncommon. Also, it's not uncommon for there to be sexual acts that reiterate feelings of abuse to which you are Appalled & disgusted in a way that is hard to describe. I've never tried to research it, if there even is any research that has been done, as to what prompts different acts to be particularly desired & others to be wholeheartedly repulsive to females. As it is, knowing many females who have been abused & fit into this category of those who like disturbing sexual or 'kinky' acts, there is no obvious surface explanation that I've seen or made connection of such. I wouldn't advertise your feelings to anyone you don't trust for unconditional acceptance, as those who've never been abused have trouble finding empathy because they've never experienced such desires. HOWEVER, know that you are NOT alone, NOR dirty, NOR defiled in & by your sexual preferences, so you've no reason to feel inwardly ashamed. I like to be held down, my neck held tight, some pain, anal sex, as well as oral-anal give & take (the latter 3 only by those I am completely comfortable with; none by a one-night stand - as those situations give me more the traumatic 're-feeling' of the initial abuse rather than pleasure). ALSO, note that women who have been abused respond primarily in 2 ways: general or majoritive abstinence and general or majoritive promiscuity. There is a plethora of research on this topic.

Shorts we like

Rough play is actually a temporary time travel back to a place inside us where we did not have a worry in the word. By letting go of everything and embracing the endorphin/dopamine rush, mixed with adult sexual release, it creates a pseudo state of childhood.


 True submission means to always listen, be honest, open, to tell how I feel. Above all else my goal isto please my master, hop­ing that He finds me pleas­ing in all that I do, whether I am in His pres­ence or not.  My Mas­ter knows of my poten­tial, learn­ing more about me in each day I am with Him. He trusts that I will act in accor­dance with what He  tells me to do.  He knows what is best for me and how impor­tant it is that i grow under his teaching. Just the sheer thought of Him or the  hear­ing of His voice gives me strength. I respect  my Mas­ter: His  respon­si­bil­i­ties, His skills, His hunger and needs, and His     con­cern for my safety, my emo­tional, psy­cho­log­i­cal, social,  sex­ual, and phys­i­cal health. 

Used hard (by Emily)

Today has been very hard for me things have come back and it's all messed up things cross over making me confused and unsure of things. I panic as things scare me they are like they happened more then once. I have been very emtional today for whatever reason I do not know.
 [Master's Comment: You had to have sex yesterday with snoring man, even you did not want to, you told me before it would be rape, this brings these feelings]. 

Also have had very dark thoughts today as well thoughts that maybe even scare me.

 I have thought about being tied up and used very rough that Master don't hold back anymore and does as he wishes as that he walks in no hello just grabs me by back of head and I am resisting he slams my face on kitchen counter saying you bitch you just dont learn. My nose starts bleeding and eyes are filled with tears. "Oh my slave you look so sexy blood running down your face get on your knee"s now I get on my knees looking up at Master I am sure he has broken my nose I think what have a done to make him so mad at me. My eyes are swelling up but I look up at him and open my mouth. 
 He unzips his pants and rams his cock in my mouth I cry it hurts I can not breath right out of my nose my blood drips on his cock. 
My slave I will teach you and train you my way I will clean out itouch and phone and if i find programs on there that I haven't installed your in big trouble I want this control you will give it to me . I look up and say thank you Master.
 "Now take your clothes off slave and bend over your master is gonna hurt you even more" and once naked and bent over master ram deep into my pussy causing me to gasp for air and almost makes me fall over grabbing my hips pulling him deep inside of me. He then pulls my hair so head is back eyes looking at him he thrusts so hard I cum so hard, Master follows right after as my pussy grips his cock my dirty little bloody slave I want more blood from you lay down. I lay on the floor and Master takes a razor out and says relax this will make you cum he rubs my g spot I start squirting everywhere and he runs blade down my inner leg I am cummig so hard I can't stop my Master then licks my leg he comes up and his mouth is covered in my blood he kisses me deeply and says "My Slave nothing will ever been hidden from me this is your lesson a tough one but one I want you to make sure that you remember, my eyes have begun to blacken now let's get you I the hospital so you can get looked at remember you fell some of your lessons we will have to lie about as no one will

Story 8 (edited my Master) this is a heavy one

(This story is from another girl but it fits so well I think).

I was raped when I was a teenager. I wasn't a virgin but had only been with one guy who broke my virginity and we were still together at the time. The rape  happened to me when I was working for a manager who was the friend of the family and who got me the job. 

After what happened with the rape, I started cutting myself. It's weird because I didn't have anyone saying cut yourself you'll feel better but when I did I felt a whole lot better, I just didn't want to be in that kind of pain anymore. As the years went by I found myself being really promiscuous. I didn't care who I had sex with or why. Sex was something I needed to be punished for because I needed to feel that pain. It was getting out of control.

We stayed with an uncle for a little while but moved into another place. This uncle was there to help us and show us the ropes on what needed to be done but when I needed rides he asked for sexual favors. I told him I felt uncomfortable. He finally helped me with getting a job at the company where his wife worked. He was my family's only means of transportation so he volunteered to take me to work. On the way to work he would stop at his house and come on to me and touch me. I told him he was an uncle and I didn't & couldn't look at him like that. He raped me anyway. After that rape, I started cutting myself like crazy.

Then I was introduced into the world of BDSM. This way I can have pain, be punished for what I deserved and didn't have to do it myself. I meet people randomly from the internet who are also into this lifestyle. I'm am always the submissive. I want to beat up and humiliated since this is all i know with men. I cry about it afterwards but I deserve to be punished for being so stupid. Sex is not love. Sex is a means of hurting a person. Why am I like this? Should I go back to cutting myself so I won't eventually meet up with the person who will go too far and kill me.  Do I have some kind of personality disorder? I get scared when I'm around a lot of people or people in general because I don't trust them.   I don't even like sex anymore yet I use it as a tool to get beat up and humiliated.